wish for a true love

"i wish for a true love,thats all i really wanted from him". thats wad she told me. i was hugging her n she was crying her eyes out.
"its ok,he will one day realise that you are the best for him". that is all i could do to comfort her.i hug her even tighter just to remind her that im here for her. i can feel that shes so broken n sad in the inside. her heart pumps slowly but consistantly at the same time.

i myself had my heart broken once,but to see her suffer like that, reminds me of what i went through. n i know,all i can do for her is to stay by her n listen to what she has to say.i wish i can do more to ease her pain.its so painful for me to see her like this. she used to be a very happy, out going kinda gurl,n now,she is showing me her suffering side.

"look honey,you are a very strong person. i know,you can pull through this n u will know what to do. dont worry,its his lost,not yours.i know he is everything to you,but please, promise me that you will stay strong no matter what. ok? only time will tell." she looked at me with her glowing eyes that is fill with sadness n hug me even tighter. life is so not fair. shit happens to people. but why her?? that guy loved her so much n he just left. thats more than unfair,thats outrages,stupid n useless.

but what is done,is done. bottom line is he left,thats it. he left her like how you leave rubbish by the roadside. i really did feel like punching that guy in his bloody damn face. how can he treat her like that?? who does he thinks he is?? such a jerk..



as i was sitting there wondering to myself all that happened,i was staring at her face n i feel so happy for her. shes smiling n talking to this lovely guy that i felt like punching him last time. around them,people talking joyfully n felt happy for them. she smiled to me n walk up to me. her lovely white dress flows beautifully as she walks towards me, her hair cascade down to her shoulder, she just looked stunning. she stand infront of me n without saying a word,she threw herself at me n hug me like how she used to hug me when she was sad.

this time,i can feel her happy n she is glad for everything.this time, her heart pumps steadily but nervously at the same time. "thanks for everything. you are truely someone that i placed deep in my heart. time did heal me. time did prove everything. n now,im standing here as a living prove. dont giveup,fight for it, n then,let time work things out." she is hand in hand with that bloody guy that hurted her so much, n yes,she fought for it. n yes,she stayed by him. n yes,her effort of waiting did prove her well. n to me as well.

i cried. my drops of tears flow onto her white dress. n now,its her turn to comfort me,to stand by me. i force myself to stop,i cant ruin her day. yup,her day. as i look around, i feel so happy for her,she deserve this. lighted lavender essence candles fills the room with a dim light,the sound of soft colliding champage glasses fills the air, white pattles of roses scattered on the beige carpet floor,everyone was smiling brighter than the stars in the sky n most important of all,the man in her life standing beside her hand in hand, promised to never leave her nor forsake her.everything goes so perfectly with her white long dress. yes,its her wedding. yes,its her day. and yes,my best friend is getting marry to her true love. what she always wanted all along. nothing more,nothing less. she earn hard for it. for that,i love her n i admire her.

you see,there is no such thing as true love. there is no such thing is fate. you want something,work hard for it,and if u work hard enough,it will pay you grately. she wanted true love,n she DID work hard for it. and now,shes happy.i cried because im so disappointed in myself. i did not work hard enough,thats why i lost the love of my life,i let it slip away.im not as strong as she is. but im gona work hard to have her determination n courage.for that,i hope she will stand by me n support me,as how i supported her...


eunice lee