i am not good at telling random stories but here goes!
this really did happened to one of my dads worker(names cant be mention,i am not gona face sue for this).(his race cant be mention as well,so that i wont be call a racist)(lets just name him,mr butt face)
so 1 day,mr butt face was driving home (i cant name the state he is living in,i dont wana be sued)with his brother (cant be named as well,u know the reason. so,lets call him mr cock face).as all the horror stories goes,obviously they are driving in the middle of the night (about 2am to be exact). they were hungry and tired and was searching for a place to rest n eat before continuing their journey back home.
as all lame stories goes,they found a place beside the road. kedai warung to be exact. not only 1,but afew kedai warung.like all hawker place in our country(i cant name the country,idont wana be patriotic),tons of people were there downing the noodles,burger,fried rice,choco milk shake,air limau nipis,and goreng pisang,chattering and laughing all the way.
so,our mr butt face and mr cock face didnt find anything suspecious eventhough it was 2am. they went to the place,sat down n try to make themselves comfortable among the noisy crowd.our mr butt face ordered fried noodles,tea o ice,and our mr cock face ordered bihun soup and choco milk shake.the were hungry,so,they just glup down the whole thing,and continue on their journey,felt nothing wrong,went home,slept!
next morning,our friend,mr butt face left his handphone(in america,they call it cellphone,and locally,they called it handset) at the hawker store from last night.so,mt butt face drag mr cock face into the car and they drove about 3 hours to get to the exact place where the hawker stores was.found mr butt face's handphone/cellphone/handset under a dried coconut shell (tempurung,as they call it locally) and ask they villagers staying nearby,when will the hawker store be open.because they were hungry after the long drive. the man(name cant be mention to protect the innocent) told them that the hawker store they at last night was run by.............(if u dont know what i mean,its ghost,or penunggu,or puntianak,or kuntilanak or supernatural stuff,or wad ever u wana call it).
mr butt face and mr cock face felt sick into their stomach immediatelly,puke out. and imagine what did they puke out? WORMS!! they fucking ate worms yesterday night!!
moral of the story,dont name urself mr butt face and mr cock face.
end!!
written by,
eunice lee!
p.s. dont sue me if i did said something offensive. thx!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
miss lee is back
let the past be the past. n look to the future.. cc,i love u,hold on,ull get through this. we all did
Saturday, March 14, 2009
a death
"i'll see you again. alright?" she just casually say that to me before leaving my house.
"yes,i will see you,take care ok? i love you and i will miss you." i casually replied her.
as i look at her leaving,i feel a pain in my heart. i cant describe it. she looks ill.she is in her wheel chair and my mom push the chair to my dads car n help her to get in it. and she left.since then,it was never the same.
i have been praying for her,hoping she could survive just today,and maybe tomorrow will be a better day. a place in my heart,always telling me everything is alright. god it taking care of everything. and that is how i got my peace.
occasionally,my uncle will call up and tell her how is she doing. some days she will be top of her game but some days,shes down and sick. feels like she has lost her will to live.all she have was us. we are always there to support her,to love her,and to make sure shes alright.
i remembered those days when i come home from school and i can just check how was she doing and ask her does she want some fruit jus. she was staying at my house back then. i am always happy to make her some fruit jus. avacado,kiwi, green apple,banana. all this fruits were usually her choose of fruit jus.the sound of the blender bleding those fruits always annoys me and i hope that the noise didnt make her feel uncomfortable in any way.
before this,she used to make me shepards pie. and i love it. i eat them all day and night. her shepards pie are the best. massing up the potatos,cutting the carrot into cubes,slicing the onions, and chooping the frozen beef. those were the memories i have with her making shepards pie.
she was always cheerfull and happy,even when she was sick. she always think of others first. she put people first and then her needs,second. she loves her family alot. shes always the one whom remember everyones birthday. shes always there for us. she loved us.in my heart,i always knew i will see her once every year when she comes back from aussie.
saturday,7th march 09. as usual,saturday. woke up late that morning,not that late,about 9am. lying around lazily,disturbing my brother,watching tv,eating maggie mee,minding my own business and suddenly,the house phone rang. i pick it up and it was my aunt from subang.
"eunice,is dady there"
"nope,he is at work,you should try his cell,he might pick up. anything urgent? do you wana talk to granny?"
"ok,i will call him. but i got to tell you something ok? just to let you know,your aunty pass away this morning about 5-6am."she was sobbing.
"WHAT??!!"
"i will talk to you later ok? let me talk to granny." and i pass the phone to my granny and after afew minutes my granny talk to her,she cried as well. i was left with shocked.
that was my aunty,and she passed away?? i cant accept the reality of it. she went to bangkok from some cancer treatment and she passed away. not because of the cancer,the cancer was getting better.but it was the mucus that make it difficult for her to breath,went into a coma,and died.my aunt,DEAD?? no way!
that week,all my family members came down to a/s and had her funeral here. only her ashes was brought back here,so,only a memorial service was carried out.her younger days picture was flashing on the projector screen,people crying,the feeling of death is thicken in the air. just as how like a funeral service should be.
i on the other hand,i feel,not to say happy,but i am not sad. i know,shes is with god and she is not in pain and she is happy,free of misery.as i sat there in the service,i wonder,what happened to her? i want to know the life after death part,i was curious. but dont worry,its just curiorsity. maybe shes in heaven,dancing joyfully,singing and praising to god. maybe shes still on earth,wondering around,maybe is even at her funeral. or maybe,we just become one with mother earth. i dont know. but all i know,1 thing is for sure, i will see her again. like what i promised her before she left. that was the last time i saw her,but i know,i will see her again. that is the main reason why im not crying at all.
death is just beginning of greater things...
"yes,i will see you,take care ok? i love you and i will miss you." i casually replied her.
as i look at her leaving,i feel a pain in my heart. i cant describe it. she looks ill.she is in her wheel chair and my mom push the chair to my dads car n help her to get in it. and she left.since then,it was never the same.
i have been praying for her,hoping she could survive just today,and maybe tomorrow will be a better day. a place in my heart,always telling me everything is alright. god it taking care of everything. and that is how i got my peace.
occasionally,my uncle will call up and tell her how is she doing. some days she will be top of her game but some days,shes down and sick. feels like she has lost her will to live.all she have was us. we are always there to support her,to love her,and to make sure shes alright.
i remembered those days when i come home from school and i can just check how was she doing and ask her does she want some fruit jus. she was staying at my house back then. i am always happy to make her some fruit jus. avacado,kiwi, green apple,banana. all this fruits were usually her choose of fruit jus.the sound of the blender bleding those fruits always annoys me and i hope that the noise didnt make her feel uncomfortable in any way.
before this,she used to make me shepards pie. and i love it. i eat them all day and night. her shepards pie are the best. massing up the potatos,cutting the carrot into cubes,slicing the onions, and chooping the frozen beef. those were the memories i have with her making shepards pie.
she was always cheerfull and happy,even when she was sick. she always think of others first. she put people first and then her needs,second. she loves her family alot. shes always the one whom remember everyones birthday. shes always there for us. she loved us.in my heart,i always knew i will see her once every year when she comes back from aussie.
saturday,7th march 09. as usual,saturday. woke up late that morning,not that late,about 9am. lying around lazily,disturbing my brother,watching tv,eating maggie mee,minding my own business and suddenly,the house phone rang. i pick it up and it was my aunt from subang.
"eunice,is dady there"
"nope,he is at work,you should try his cell,he might pick up. anything urgent? do you wana talk to granny?"
"ok,i will call him. but i got to tell you something ok? just to let you know,your aunty pass away this morning about 5-6am."she was sobbing.
"WHAT??!!"
"i will talk to you later ok? let me talk to granny." and i pass the phone to my granny and after afew minutes my granny talk to her,she cried as well. i was left with shocked.
that was my aunty,and she passed away?? i cant accept the reality of it. she went to bangkok from some cancer treatment and she passed away. not because of the cancer,the cancer was getting better.but it was the mucus that make it difficult for her to breath,went into a coma,and died.my aunt,DEAD?? no way!
that week,all my family members came down to a/s and had her funeral here. only her ashes was brought back here,so,only a memorial service was carried out.her younger days picture was flashing on the projector screen,people crying,the feeling of death is thicken in the air. just as how like a funeral service should be.
i on the other hand,i feel,not to say happy,but i am not sad. i know,shes is with god and she is not in pain and she is happy,free of misery.as i sat there in the service,i wonder,what happened to her? i want to know the life after death part,i was curious. but dont worry,its just curiorsity. maybe shes in heaven,dancing joyfully,singing and praising to god. maybe shes still on earth,wondering around,maybe is even at her funeral. or maybe,we just become one with mother earth. i dont know. but all i know,1 thing is for sure, i will see her again. like what i promised her before she left. that was the last time i saw her,but i know,i will see her again. that is the main reason why im not crying at all.
death is just beginning of greater things...
Sunday, February 22, 2009
loose some weight... depression 101
honestly,i think i am suffering from depression. i cant sleep, keep thinking about what did i done wrong, why this shit happened to me,i cant eat,cant study.. basically cant do anything apart from thinking about him. i miss him alot.. all im doing is sleep on my bed the whole freaking day,thinking thinking.........
life suck huh?? god always take away the thing that u love the most. why?? i dont know. i thought he is surpose to love us n provide for us anything that we need.. now,GOD,if u r reading this,i need him.. can u get him back for me??? or atleast show me the freaking future,will i endup with him??? i hate suspenses in stories,including mine..
after everything he already put me through,all the drama n roller coaster rides,i still love him. i really mean it when i say ill love him no matter what. love=patients, kind, and endurance.. but,he cant see it.. because,im a sin in his way,a burden.. i have to admite,at this point, i am loving someone who dosent loves me..
do u guys know the story of a painter, vincent van gogh?? a song was written about him,its called stary stary night. its about him,loving his painting much. he paint the world as how he sees it. he was so in love with it,but his paintings cant love him back,cant understand him. n at last,he commit suicide.weirdly,i know what is he thinking now... to love n not to be loved back..
i lost about 8kg. (55kg-47kg).. at first,i didnt believe when everyone was telling me im loosing weight. i was like,i didnt even try to loose any. i just hop on the weighing machine n i was shocked. this happened because i was unhappy.its getting a grip of me,n sadly,i get let it be,i cant do anything anymore.
he said,im annoying him. im selfish (but isent he?? he just left). seek god?? im trying,day n nite,asking him to handle all of dis 4 me,my strength is not enough,i need his. i need it so that i will have him back. to get him back..ask me again,do u think he is the one?? yes,i do think he is the one. the one n only.. seriously,im not gona date anymore.... i hate my life....
life suck huh?? god always take away the thing that u love the most. why?? i dont know. i thought he is surpose to love us n provide for us anything that we need.. now,GOD,if u r reading this,i need him.. can u get him back for me??? or atleast show me the freaking future,will i endup with him??? i hate suspenses in stories,including mine..
after everything he already put me through,all the drama n roller coaster rides,i still love him. i really mean it when i say ill love him no matter what. love=patients, kind, and endurance.. but,he cant see it.. because,im a sin in his way,a burden.. i have to admite,at this point, i am loving someone who dosent loves me..
do u guys know the story of a painter, vincent van gogh?? a song was written about him,its called stary stary night. its about him,loving his painting much. he paint the world as how he sees it. he was so in love with it,but his paintings cant love him back,cant understand him. n at last,he commit suicide.weirdly,i know what is he thinking now... to love n not to be loved back..
i lost about 8kg. (55kg-47kg).. at first,i didnt believe when everyone was telling me im loosing weight. i was like,i didnt even try to loose any. i just hop on the weighing machine n i was shocked. this happened because i was unhappy.its getting a grip of me,n sadly,i get let it be,i cant do anything anymore.
he said,im annoying him. im selfish (but isent he?? he just left). seek god?? im trying,day n nite,asking him to handle all of dis 4 me,my strength is not enough,i need his. i need it so that i will have him back. to get him back..ask me again,do u think he is the one?? yes,i do think he is the one. the one n only.. seriously,im not gona date anymore.... i hate my life....
Thursday, February 19, 2009
my life
seriously,have you ever thought of the meaning of life on earth here?? why people are trying so hard to be successfull in life? what are they after?? better future?? n when they get a better future,they one something else better.. so,they keep chasing this "better thingy".
im 19 this year. i have been going to school since i was 6. that about 13 years of school.. "your purpose now is to study,not doing some kinda random shit." thats what my mom would say (kinda). im doing my f6 now. so after this,im going to university to get my degree in what ever i wana do. so most maybe another 3-4 years more of studying.. (crap.......)
so,i think im old enough to think where my life is heading now?? last time,i plan my whole future with my bf (aka daniel), which dump me as soon as he got me. so back to my story,my future.. what do i wana do?? what am i after?? and this stupid "what-am-i-after-thought" keep lingering in my mind.
do you really wana knw what do i think what are we/people after??
we are going after an illusion. yes,an illusion. things are always not good enough. we always want more n more n more... there is no ending. that,to me,sounds like an illusion.and the worst part is,we work so freaking hard,spending most of our lives chasing this "illusion", and in the end,we leave this earth empty handed.
so what you have loads of money in your LV bag?? so what you have a armani sweater??or even maybe a cartier watch to remind you that your days are getting shotter... when you die,will you be any better than those poor ones?? ashes to ashes,dust to dust.. how rich are you,your shit will still be as smelly as those ordinary people.
now, i will tell you frankly what i want. i want a single story house,just a tiny one will do, so i will feel closer to my family. i want an ordinary family,not rich,well to do will just be enough. because in my opinion,rich people always have weird problems.i want to live hapily for the rest of my life,i dont wana be sad,theres no time for that. actually,i had enough of sadness already..i dont wana be out standing in anyway,i just wana be a "chill n relax" kinda person. n of course,i wana share my happiness with someones else,my soul mate. i guess i never found him yet. that is what i really want. a simply life......
im 19 this year. i have been going to school since i was 6. that about 13 years of school.. "your purpose now is to study,not doing some kinda random shit." thats what my mom would say (kinda). im doing my f6 now. so after this,im going to university to get my degree in what ever i wana do. so most maybe another 3-4 years more of studying.. (crap.......)
so,i think im old enough to think where my life is heading now?? last time,i plan my whole future with my bf (aka daniel), which dump me as soon as he got me. so back to my story,my future.. what do i wana do?? what am i after?? and this stupid "what-am-i-after-thought" keep lingering in my mind.
do you really wana knw what do i think what are we/people after??
we are going after an illusion. yes,an illusion. things are always not good enough. we always want more n more n more... there is no ending. that,to me,sounds like an illusion.and the worst part is,we work so freaking hard,spending most of our lives chasing this "illusion", and in the end,we leave this earth empty handed.
so what you have loads of money in your LV bag?? so what you have a armani sweater??or even maybe a cartier watch to remind you that your days are getting shotter... when you die,will you be any better than those poor ones?? ashes to ashes,dust to dust.. how rich are you,your shit will still be as smelly as those ordinary people.
now, i will tell you frankly what i want. i want a single story house,just a tiny one will do, so i will feel closer to my family. i want an ordinary family,not rich,well to do will just be enough. because in my opinion,rich people always have weird problems.i want to live hapily for the rest of my life,i dont wana be sad,theres no time for that. actually,i had enough of sadness already..i dont wana be out standing in anyway,i just wana be a "chill n relax" kinda person. n of course,i wana share my happiness with someones else,my soul mate. i guess i never found him yet. that is what i really want. a simply life......
Saturday, February 14, 2009
another valentine
is just another day of my life. another ordinary day. wads the meaning of valentine??
couple holding hands walking around town spending quality time together??
or izit romantic candle light dinner up on the roof top of some building??
maybe just lying down on the grass, under all the bright shinny stars shining down to u n ur significant other...
i never spend any of my valentines day with anybody before. yea true last year i was with daniel,but i was in america. i was totally looking foward for this years valentines. a time for just me n him. turns out no,i guess u guys knw wad happened... but yea,i did hv plans for today. just me n him. he usually will come see me in the morning on staurdays. so,my plan was to cook his favourite dish (chicken chop with pepper sos with a little smash potato n salad). eating his favourite dish while watching tv,or maybe some romantic dvds.after that,it will be like 3pm,he will hv to get back home for church.but before he leaves,ill give him a big hug n a kiss n a very special present that i bought him long time ago.n maybe after church.he will give me a call,telling me how chruch was. n he will get back home,wash up,n talk on the phone the whole night long.telling me how he loves me n telling me about our future together. but plans dosent always work out do they???
the truth is, today,i woke up crying. why?? because i can feel his hands hugging me tightly. his warm shallow breath on my cold cheeks, n his hairy, warm legs tangle up with my legs to give me some warm.i woke up immediately.thinking he was back by my side,i search for him. n when i cant find him,i cried. i cried in the dark of the night feeling so alone with no one to care.i wanted to call him,but i cant.he is not mine anymore.so, i tried to sleep n i cant. i waited until it was about 9am n i sms dee. asking her all sorts of questions about relationships.n this john called me up.
"eunice,pick me up from infinity.im also with my friend,daniel(some other guy name daniel as well)." so i went n pick him up about 11am i think. we went pacific n ate macd n after that,we went skating. it was fun. but as soon as i was done with the skating,i feel so alone again. i saw all those sweet couples holding hands,as if the whole world was theirs. n it reminded me,i was once loved n wanted by him.so anyway,we all went home about 4.30pm. i was so sad n depress,i just feel like lying on the bed n fall asleep.but i didnt. i was smsing with muhaimin (1 of my close fren) telling him how my life suck. n i cried again.he keep saying, "eunice,dont give up. u hv so much ahead of u, n im force to do f6 here. i dont wana see u being sad for the rest of the year." but i cant. i just cant. even after 2 months,i still cant.especially today,a very special day..
so yea,after all that,now,im sitting here typing my miserable life to let u guys read. u wana know eunice?? read,n now,u know me fully. this year,i didnt even touch any of my books. i feel like giving up d. why try so hard when everything is gona end up bad anyway??
couple holding hands walking around town spending quality time together??
or izit romantic candle light dinner up on the roof top of some building??
maybe just lying down on the grass, under all the bright shinny stars shining down to u n ur significant other...
i never spend any of my valentines day with anybody before. yea true last year i was with daniel,but i was in america. i was totally looking foward for this years valentines. a time for just me n him. turns out no,i guess u guys knw wad happened... but yea,i did hv plans for today. just me n him. he usually will come see me in the morning on staurdays. so,my plan was to cook his favourite dish (chicken chop with pepper sos with a little smash potato n salad). eating his favourite dish while watching tv,or maybe some romantic dvds.after that,it will be like 3pm,he will hv to get back home for church.but before he leaves,ill give him a big hug n a kiss n a very special present that i bought him long time ago.n maybe after church.he will give me a call,telling me how chruch was. n he will get back home,wash up,n talk on the phone the whole night long.telling me how he loves me n telling me about our future together. but plans dosent always work out do they???
the truth is, today,i woke up crying. why?? because i can feel his hands hugging me tightly. his warm shallow breath on my cold cheeks, n his hairy, warm legs tangle up with my legs to give me some warm.i woke up immediately.thinking he was back by my side,i search for him. n when i cant find him,i cried. i cried in the dark of the night feeling so alone with no one to care.i wanted to call him,but i cant.he is not mine anymore.so, i tried to sleep n i cant. i waited until it was about 9am n i sms dee. asking her all sorts of questions about relationships.n this john called me up.
"eunice,pick me up from infinity.im also with my friend,daniel(some other guy name daniel as well)." so i went n pick him up about 11am i think. we went pacific n ate macd n after that,we went skating. it was fun. but as soon as i was done with the skating,i feel so alone again. i saw all those sweet couples holding hands,as if the whole world was theirs. n it reminded me,i was once loved n wanted by him.so anyway,we all went home about 4.30pm. i was so sad n depress,i just feel like lying on the bed n fall asleep.but i didnt. i was smsing with muhaimin (1 of my close fren) telling him how my life suck. n i cried again.he keep saying, "eunice,dont give up. u hv so much ahead of u, n im force to do f6 here. i dont wana see u being sad for the rest of the year." but i cant. i just cant. even after 2 months,i still cant.especially today,a very special day..
so yea,after all that,now,im sitting here typing my miserable life to let u guys read. u wana know eunice?? read,n now,u know me fully. this year,i didnt even touch any of my books. i feel like giving up d. why try so hard when everything is gona end up bad anyway??
Thursday, February 12, 2009
wish for a true love
"i wish for a true love,thats all i really wanted from him". thats wad she told me. i was hugging her n she was crying her eyes out.
"its ok,he will one day realise that you are the best for him". that is all i could do to comfort her.i hug her even tighter just to remind her that im here for her. i can feel that shes so broken n sad in the inside. her heart pumps slowly but consistantly at the same time.
i myself had my heart broken once,but to see her suffer like that, reminds me of what i went through. n i know,all i can do for her is to stay by her n listen to what she has to say.i wish i can do more to ease her pain.its so painful for me to see her like this. she used to be a very happy, out going kinda gurl,n now,she is showing me her suffering side.
"look honey,you are a very strong person. i know,you can pull through this n u will know what to do. dont worry,its his lost,not yours.i know he is everything to you,but please, promise me that you will stay strong no matter what. ok? only time will tell." she looked at me with her glowing eyes that is fill with sadness n hug me even tighter. life is so not fair. shit happens to people. but why her?? that guy loved her so much n he just left. thats more than unfair,thats outrages,stupid n useless.
but what is done,is done. bottom line is he left,thats it. he left her like how you leave rubbish by the roadside. i really did feel like punching that guy in his bloody damn face. how can he treat her like that?? who does he thinks he is?? such a jerk..
as i was sitting there wondering to myself all that happened,i was staring at her face n i feel so happy for her. shes smiling n talking to this lovely guy that i felt like punching him last time. around them,people talking joyfully n felt happy for them. she smiled to me n walk up to me. her lovely white dress flows beautifully as she walks towards me, her hair cascade down to her shoulder, she just looked stunning. she stand infront of me n without saying a word,she threw herself at me n hug me like how she used to hug me when she was sad.
this time,i can feel her happy n she is glad for everything.this time, her heart pumps steadily but nervously at the same time. "thanks for everything. you are truely someone that i placed deep in my heart. time did heal me. time did prove everything. n now,im standing here as a living prove. dont giveup,fight for it, n then,let time work things out." she is hand in hand with that bloody guy that hurted her so much, n yes,she fought for it. n yes,she stayed by him. n yes,her effort of waiting did prove her well. n to me as well.
i cried. my drops of tears flow onto her white dress. n now,its her turn to comfort me,to stand by me. i force myself to stop,i cant ruin her day. yup,her day. as i look around, i feel so happy for her,she deserve this. lighted lavender essence candles fills the room with a dim light,the sound of soft colliding champage glasses fills the air, white pattles of roses scattered on the beige carpet floor,everyone was smiling brighter than the stars in the sky n most important of all,the man in her life standing beside her hand in hand, promised to never leave her nor forsake her.everything goes so perfectly with her white long dress. yes,its her wedding. yes,its her day. and yes,my best friend is getting marry to her true love. what she always wanted all along. nothing more,nothing less. she earn hard for it. for that,i love her n i admire her.
you see,there is no such thing as true love. there is no such thing is fate. you want something,work hard for it,and if u work hard enough,it will pay you grately. she wanted true love,n she DID work hard for it. and now,shes happy.i cried because im so disappointed in myself. i did not work hard enough,thats why i lost the love of my life,i let it slip away.im not as strong as she is. but im gona work hard to have her determination n courage.for that,i hope she will stand by me n support me,as how i supported her...
eunice lee
"its ok,he will one day realise that you are the best for him". that is all i could do to comfort her.i hug her even tighter just to remind her that im here for her. i can feel that shes so broken n sad in the inside. her heart pumps slowly but consistantly at the same time.
i myself had my heart broken once,but to see her suffer like that, reminds me of what i went through. n i know,all i can do for her is to stay by her n listen to what she has to say.i wish i can do more to ease her pain.its so painful for me to see her like this. she used to be a very happy, out going kinda gurl,n now,she is showing me her suffering side.
"look honey,you are a very strong person. i know,you can pull through this n u will know what to do. dont worry,its his lost,not yours.i know he is everything to you,but please, promise me that you will stay strong no matter what. ok? only time will tell." she looked at me with her glowing eyes that is fill with sadness n hug me even tighter. life is so not fair. shit happens to people. but why her?? that guy loved her so much n he just left. thats more than unfair,thats outrages,stupid n useless.
but what is done,is done. bottom line is he left,thats it. he left her like how you leave rubbish by the roadside. i really did feel like punching that guy in his bloody damn face. how can he treat her like that?? who does he thinks he is?? such a jerk..
as i was sitting there wondering to myself all that happened,i was staring at her face n i feel so happy for her. shes smiling n talking to this lovely guy that i felt like punching him last time. around them,people talking joyfully n felt happy for them. she smiled to me n walk up to me. her lovely white dress flows beautifully as she walks towards me, her hair cascade down to her shoulder, she just looked stunning. she stand infront of me n without saying a word,she threw herself at me n hug me like how she used to hug me when she was sad.
this time,i can feel her happy n she is glad for everything.this time, her heart pumps steadily but nervously at the same time. "thanks for everything. you are truely someone that i placed deep in my heart. time did heal me. time did prove everything. n now,im standing here as a living prove. dont giveup,fight for it, n then,let time work things out." she is hand in hand with that bloody guy that hurted her so much, n yes,she fought for it. n yes,she stayed by him. n yes,her effort of waiting did prove her well. n to me as well.
i cried. my drops of tears flow onto her white dress. n now,its her turn to comfort me,to stand by me. i force myself to stop,i cant ruin her day. yup,her day. as i look around, i feel so happy for her,she deserve this. lighted lavender essence candles fills the room with a dim light,the sound of soft colliding champage glasses fills the air, white pattles of roses scattered on the beige carpet floor,everyone was smiling brighter than the stars in the sky n most important of all,the man in her life standing beside her hand in hand, promised to never leave her nor forsake her.everything goes so perfectly with her white long dress. yes,its her wedding. yes,its her day. and yes,my best friend is getting marry to her true love. what she always wanted all along. nothing more,nothing less. she earn hard for it. for that,i love her n i admire her.
you see,there is no such thing as true love. there is no such thing is fate. you want something,work hard for it,and if u work hard enough,it will pay you grately. she wanted true love,n she DID work hard for it. and now,shes happy.i cried because im so disappointed in myself. i did not work hard enough,thats why i lost the love of my life,i let it slip away.im not as strong as she is. but im gona work hard to have her determination n courage.for that,i hope she will stand by me n support me,as how i supported her...
eunice lee
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