14 truth

my boyfriend just broke up with me and this is the outcome of it. remember those sweet words he promised u n said he will sacrifice for u no matter what?? well,at last,he blame me for changing him.so this is what i had to go through.im pouring this out from my heart. hope u guys learn something from it,or please please try to avoid it. its very hard for me,especially i put him so close to my heart n he did this to me.

1) when he tells u that he likes u for who u are n expect u to change for him,he only likes u for ur looks n trying to change u for wad ever suits him. being in a relationship,u dont expect him or her to change for u,but,u love them for who they are

2) when he tells u dat he loves u n he will follow u where ever u go n said dat it is selfish to expect u to follow him where ever he is going,he is expecting u to follow him. he left me because im not going where he is going

3) sometimes i wonder,did i spend my whole entire 2 years with someone i adore n actually,he turns out to be a stranger??? i mean,he treats me like a piece of crap (now)

4) remember those little things u guys did together that meant so much to u (sitting on the sofa n watching tv,walking in the mall hand in hand,etc..)?? sometimes i wonder,wad does it mean to him?? as i see it now,he dosent give a crap

5) he promised me that he will never let me go n he will always stay by my side no matter wad happens. but now,he is telling me he is tired of me..n all he can say is i was stupid to trust him.

6) he blame me for changing him for the worst. it is those things i ask him not to do n he told me he is willing to do it for me (like not playing comp games n all). now its my fault he is not spending enough time with his friends

7) his family hated me for "distracting his son from his studies". but i always tried my very best to help him,but, my effort just went down the drain. everyone just look at me like im in his way of doing something greater. n now,he looks at me that way as well

8) i did ask him not to come see me when there is an exam going on,but he says he needs to see me. n when he fails,its my fault somehow.. now he is blaming me for everything (now). im just so frustrated

9) he blame me for forcing him to come see me when he is busy, but all i wana do is see him for the last time before he goes on a 1 week vacation which i will miss him very much.but,all i am now,is a dirty burden in his way

10) his friends keep telling him to break up with me. but when they are infront of me,they were super nice to me. what kinda double face crap is that???!!! they dont even know what me and him had..they are not in the relationship. all they can see is he is not spending time with them

11) he told me that he will bring me where ever he is going n when things come in to our way,he will work it out. but now,he just gave up n he tells me that he is tired n frustrated of me.come on,WTF did i even do??

seriously,i have no clue..

12) last time,he hated it when im sad n i cry. now,he tells me,my suffering cant be compare to his when he fails in his exam.he told me,wadever u r feeling,its nothing(as in nothing to him)

13) he said he forgave me everything that happened in the past.. but now,he keep on bringing it up. n honestly,to me,dat is not forgiveness. that it just keeping it inside n waiting for it to explode.

14) i flew all the way back from america because i miss him so much. now he is telling me i was stupid n naive for doing that.. such a heartless guy

what i learned from this is i cant trust anyone,especially, i put him so close to me n i trusted him. he did this. its very heart breaking n day n nite (everyday without fail) i keep thinking WTF did i did??all i came out with is,im just not good enough for him. i gave him everything i own n if thats not good enough,i dont knw wad is.


eunice lee